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April 12 体会Can you be friends with your boss?
Best topic, maybe the god know how can be friend with boss, I think nobody know this skill. If the friendship appear between you and your boss, that means luck. Exactly, no matter where, time and people the friendship will arise, let us pray together.
Bad luckily, not long ago, something happened between me and my boss embarrass me so hard, and I learned something from this mistake, maybe everybody in growing process meet this status.one project of LNG, my boss is supervisor, her confidence gave the wrong men, company appointed me to assist her in accompishing this project, but when I arrived there, anything appearing in my eyes was not right. Immediately I told her everything about my think, she said some reasons about this, everyone here know this project is hers, she had enough peacockery to need the word of praise, but I had said all the mistakes in this project, the worst thing was that I have to accomplish the most hard part of this project by her decision.
Through this affair, I feel very badly many a long day, but I luckily get more experience about this kind of project, and see that human should have respects for science, and If we can change our point of view, the worst thing may be become a goodone. These concepts are not able to buy by menoy, and I am benefit from these so much.
People should have point of himself, though I write mine down here, everybody should persist in himself.
Because of disagreements, advancement belongs to us.
I will remember this experience and I learn more, but I don't want to change myself, because I consider all the wrong is not me, is characteristic of state-owned enterprises, maybe foreign company be also as same as the state-owned enterprises, so that before long, I will be the boss, haha
I am a diligence man, and conscientious, in my career, I ever met my friendship with my boss, he is good man, though now we are not in the same company, but we still are the best friend. About the friendship between boss and employees, I think the first thing is yourself whether better man or not; second, whether is your boss better man too.
Belive me, that is enough, good lucky for you and your boss.
eaGle, write down
pm:21:41 请记住Today, from seven o"clock and half hour in July eight pm,three hundred and fourteen hours have gone......
I sit in front of computer,adjusting my mood,suddenly this time stop here......
Everything has came so fast,even I can"t accept it clearly,and then everything has gone so quickly just like wind!
In my concept, this case means tradition in china, it can erase peoples" sad well......when the grief appeared, my world was empty in that moment...... the silent occupied my brain, I just remember my girl friend tell me we should go back as soon as we can, but that time I really didn"t know what I can do. In fact, I losed ability of judgement, I only needed to roar aloudly "I love you and need you"...but I discover that even I used up my strength to wake you back, the sound always reecho in myself world. I just wait......wait for looking at you, my grandmother.
The faith guided me back home and told me I should stay with her, let us recollect our happiness. One hour has gone...here is no silent yet, all people hurry to see my grandmother,lament for her. The preparation of ceremony of funeral spent all my time, that moment I lose what I did. Eventually, in the night, only my grandmother and me, think more about her, I just like to get back my childhood, star also was more bright........
The last day of funeral, the last chance face to face with her, I suddenly felt the air will be collapsed. The grief as flood siezed all my body in a flash from far and near, my legs can"t move free, the tears flushed in my eyes, that meaned everything was over, trifles helped everybody to forget grief, the life seemed to return normal......
My job was very busy, but my spirit stayed july eight, in the three hundred and fourteen hours mistakes with me. Now I sit here, thinking about her quietly, I guess I even can"t accept the fact yet, because I never feel she is away from me. I remember when I was a student in little school, I often called "grandmother,grandmother......grandmother" downstair; remember when I studied in middle school, because I wanted to get accept from universtiy, she often looked me study in the night and prepared more food and fruit for me; remember when I worked the first year, I gave her money first time, she cried, that time I swear I will grow up, be a man.
From graduation to today, two years, I worked in beijing with my girlfriend alone. In that period, we survived without room, food and never give up with refuse one by one time. Virtually one month after my girl friend and me both fond our better job, but the surrow..... this is my most regret, even I hate myself....
I said I was peacockish, and I really can"t express myself directly, but no expression isn"t indentical with I am not.... Tonight, I use my manner to express myself, I know you can see it, I cry many time, I write " I love you" down here, I never think something is over, you will live happiness life with me in my heart is my strong conviction.
Now I feel lasting sad hurt me so much, incessant pain will be with me all my life, I hope everything will be ok, and I will keep you in my heart, your grandson with my grandmother together, forever!
I roar sentence in my heart again and again.
I love you so much, my grandmother.
your grandson
2007/06/21 pm:10:00 人生07/05/01
pm12：20
From graduation to tonight, I have gone through much with growth, learn,
survive and so on in about two years! I divide that into two reverse sections
with the list as bellow:
Re. first, my short
1). remember that I am amateur between student and adult, I am very
peacockish, but the worst is that I never know.
2). I studied everything everyday ceaseless in the past 16 years; the most
terrible mistake with me was that I considered the score was all my life,
most significant.
3). After middle school, though I came into the high school, I really didn't
understand what meaned collage; what was the mayor; and what should
I achieve.
4). the shortage of ability, exceed my eyes so far.
5). The last but not the least, my conception misleaded myself incessantly.
second, my advantage
1). confidence 2). faith 3). responsbility 4). diligence 5). study capability
When I arrived beijing with my dream and responsbility, I havn't know the way
I would suffer was so hard. Through one month, I cried beijing was not suit for
me; for chemistry, more funny was that I was so affirmative (in fact, the chance
of work in beijing is more than my homecity). The god gave a chance (though
it is not good job,the help with me is very....important) to me, let me grow up
towards man.
Four months, the time was very fast, I worked with foriegn designers and colleagues
,government officer, peasant-worker together, they are from 16 to 80, I learned
more things from them.My ability of communication and dealing with fairs promted
a higher level, that gave me courage to challenge my future.
After the new year days in china, I resigned and run after my girl friend (martin),
came into the BDA (beijing economic technology development area) ,starting my
the third fight. This time, my propose was clearly; I saw my future destination;
I began to have my way. and I known that way would be another terrible way.
In the finding process, I got lots of interviews with 18 different companys, including
the saler, laboratory assistant, product engineer, project engineer, applied engineer,
chemistry engineer, supply quality engineer, analyse engineer, acknowledge manager
and so on.The most terrible thing is that so many job, I can't catch one.
With grow up, I think I should learn a work from zero, and then I got a job, however the
condition is very bad, but this is a good begin. Now I got my dream work, everything
is going well......I also have the flavor to write down my experience in life.....let me
remember this good time in all my life....and I hope somebody who see my word will
achieve something.....
All in all, faith and spirit never give up are always the most important thing in anybody's
life, and it is very good there are many friends in my life, and the last I appreciate my
girl friend suffering all these everyting with me together, I hope eagle&martin will be
together forever!
Though I can't promise anything, but I will do my best with everything and work harder
and harder..... tomorrow will be better.....
your sincerely!
eagle August 28 轻松发泄一下 昨天晚上去踢了场足球，输给小孩子了。。。最后的总结：年轻就是好~~~~能跑就是强。还好输球不输路，自己球也没少进（原来自己的意识、技术还有点，实力没全丢，就是体力太差了）随之想起高中时代的辉煌，心中暗喜。。。原来运动的时代已经开始慢慢离开我们（昨夜辗转难以入睡）。。。
当了家教这么长时间，发现现在的教育体制还是不好，聪明的孩子不努力，努力的孩子笨得不行。。。而且发现现在的小孩子们都不考虑自己是不是学会了，也不想为什么，只要答案正确就万事大吉，有分数以后就有好大学，就要当大官，赚大钱。。。比我那个时候可现实多了，不服不行啊。。。
当了家教后，才发现原来在知识的某个方面自己可以不算外行人了，但是对于社会对于赚钱，感觉还得再开始学。。。郁闷！但总算有些收获，孩子的家长说了一句书中自有黄金屋，我当时挺想笑的，后来想想用得好象挺恰当的，也不知道古人当初说这句话的时候，有没有1%和我类似的意境呢，呵呵。都说是古人了，那我就觉得有点吧，哈哈。
August 14 终于结束了！ 长达一年多的游戏历程，在今天大起大落之后，终于要结束了~~~其实心里还挺开心的！游戏做到这个水平，我也只能叫绝了，其实wow这个游戏不是人玩游戏，而是游戏玩人。先是寄人篱下，后是自立门户，任何牺牲都做到了，任何努力也从未错过。知识产权已经涉及到了游戏中，长时间的卧薪尝胆，终于偷学到了经验，随之东山再起；而后管理上也开始趋于明朗化，一切都已经上了轨道。短时间内我们一跃成为第二工会，但往往人算不如天算，任何该想到的都想到了，却没有想到首屈一指的战士被人偷了号，直叫人感叹：真是天要亡我，我不得不亡阿！哈哈，也许人生亦如此，有太多的事情是我们料想未及的，有太多的意外等待着我们。这是我对于一个游戏的一点点感悟，也可以说在休息之余玩这个游戏的唯一收获。从此时此刻，放弃也是一种美丽，是对于整个过程的总结与吸收，让我记住这个游戏吧，原来有比人多的地方更可怕的，那就是意外，它总是来得这么恰巧，相比之下，让我们去克服人与人之间的这点关系吧，因为它是在我们可以控制的范围内的。
此处向 HY Team 成员们致敬，绝对是我人生中最棒的一次经历。
Martinhy August 12 我的24年！ 二十四个春夏秋冬，从哇哇落地到落落大方，这辈子最美好的时代已离我而去了。学习成绩一直不错的我，还曾经被认为书法也该不赖。万事开头难，在七天的悬肘行书后，我开始有了自己的兴趣。儿时，不敢奢望梦想，又或者是缺乏实现梦想的自信和勇气。但是在此时此刻，渐渐成熟的我才发现自己原来真得很喜欢篮球，而且也颇具那么点实力。为时已晚，貌似刚刚发现自己的方向，却又不得不开始下一次的寻找。。。。。。也许，梦想就应该是大家觉得不可能实现的被实现了，期待中。。。。心不老。。。。
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